She's only his sex toy - entertainment as you can see in his blog. They can't even communicate to each other probably plus when she told the guy about her dead ex bf, that guy already found out what she was after. So he took it as an advantage but surely didn't prefer a virgin in this case.

Điềm nhiên với đời đi bác, khả năng của bác (em chỉ tò mò võ đoán thôi) đọc được cả đoạn dài dằng dặc thằng kia nó viết thì không phải là kém, ở ngoài đời cũng chắc là người tài, bác giờ tự do rồi cứ đi tìm bến đỗ tình yêu mới cho mình đi. Cô kia ngu thì cô kia chịu, đừng có lo nghĩ gì đến cô đó nữa, bản lĩnh như thế ko tiếc đâu. 3 tháng nữa bác lại lên đây update tình hình xem đã thả dê được 1 vài em chân dài xinh đẹp chưa

Anyway outside of sex things are going pretty well, I have come to know her adequately well and predict the motives of her behaviour, essentially better perceive into her. She likes that about me, many people do when I openly show that I can understand them well. It's hard to measure but I'm pretty sure it has to do with my emotional intelligence which I think is reasonably high in, something I think I'm naturally above average in and I'm so grateful to have such an interesting talent I would choose over the areas I'm lacking in, even if it means I have to study harder, have poorer concentration, takes longer to read or whatever, my emotional intelligence is perhaps responsible for my favourite talents.
Anyway what I have come to find about her, I'll start with the bad traits... I have wondered a few times if she lies, my raider I hope I'm wrong but a few times I've wondered if she's bending the truth. I think she may be more inclined to exaggerate than lie which is better. She IS however a drama queen, a big one at times which I don't like. She is often sad and seemed like in contrast with her happy personality she seems manic-depressive, although it could just be a face but at other times she does generally seem to be happy when shes around me, it's more when I first see her that she often seems sad.
The good traits are she seems like she's emotionally strong, she's unique, truly thinks differently to other human beings in some ways and that's interesting. She is quite clever, she's often been slack in school, she studies Finance despite being in my marketing class and seems to do well without much effort, I like a smart girl. Her english is poor but it still comes through that she's got a brain. She has a good nature about her, she's a beautiful person and has this cute childlike innocence to her. She's interesting and keeps me entertained quite easily as we just lay on the bed.
She seems perceptive, perhaps not as much as me but she has picked up a few things about me that gave me a bit of a surprise. She's very affectionate. She has had a lot of bad things happen in her life according to what she's told me but she is still going forward, not letting these things inpede the quality of her life. Despite her poor health she looks after herself quite well, she is strong willed and always keeps busy.
Anyway that's all I have to say about that. There is something else important to address other than my school assessments, Arvin and Elaine. This is my exchange. I will continue on with this another day though, I'm tired and I want to lay in bed longer with Elaine now that she has recently woken, before she leaves.
9:27am

The next big person to speak about is someone I have put off for too long, primarily because there's so much to say about that one, I'll be here for a while... so first I'll make pancakes.
5:59am

Wednesday 17th June 2009.
7:42am
Elaine.
What an interesting sweet beautiful person. In many ways it doesn't feel like it, probably because I haven't been in a proper relationship for a while, but I am her boyfriend.
I met her a few months ago for the first time, although nothing came from it by then. It was in the Library, she was speaking to one of my group partners Doko for the MCO group assignment, it was near the computers at the front of the Library, I went over and spoke to her, she seemed very happy-go-lucky and friendly, her english wasn't/isn't great but not terrible either. She is an Asian girl with a roundish face but not Chinese eyes, I would later find out she is Vietnamese. She has poor skin with acne but a pleasant face and a nice body, slightly voluptuous but still very fit looking, I think she's quite attractive but people might be put off by her skin, I don't really care.
Nothing came form that meeting really other than we recognised eachothers face. One tutorial I was in I remember she was walking behind me with Alberto although I have mentioned this to her and she doesn't seem to remember, but I got the impression she wanted to get my attention and talk, I walked slowly with Alberto and she trailed behind, it was curious and I still don't know what to make of it, but in the end I spoke to him for too long before losing her.
I did however recognise her the next day, as our tute was a day before the Friday lecture it gave me time to see her while still being fresh in my mind, times like this I don't know but I wanted to at least not seem like a snob. I don't remember where exactly I saw her but she wasn't sitting close to the front like me, I think we said a few words to eachother but it wasn't until I got out of the room during the break that she came along. It could have been awkward being that she doesn't have great english and there was communication breakdowns but she was so relaxed and friendly it was beyond belief, she would later tell me the moment she met me she felt very comfortable, this made a lot of sense, although she was doing a lot of social laughs. She was oddly even making physical contact with me as we were just walking from the lecture downstairs near the education buildings to the East Lecture Theatres slowly for the sake of it, we would slightly bump into eachother.
I think around this time would have been very close to the last time I ****ed Erica, or perhaps shortly after she ended things so I wasn't really pulling myself out too much, in either case I didn't give it too much thought but I was thinking things were going alright. I sat back and I noticed she was still staring and smiling when I looked over several times, to avoid awkwardness I didnt' look too much through the lecture, but after we walked to the computer room near Menzies and Glenn and talked for hours there attempting to do homework, it was incredible how easy she was to talk to.
I just checked my phone, the first time we talked properly was most interestingly the 1st May, I just spend a cunt of a time going back through my message lists to clarify that otherwise I wouldn't have ever known, we have known eachother properly for almost 7 weeks this friday, **** I didn't realise it was alreayd this long but time sure does fly. As that day progressed we went out seperate ways during the evening but then she messaged me and I asked her if she wanted to go shopping, she accepted, this was around 11:00pm I think, she thougth I was crazy for it but accepted regardless.
After we talked in the car for a good few hours after, it was nice. She told me then she hadn't been in love since she was very young which was like 10 years before and was still a virgin.
She said being physically affectionate was just her nature, which she had been several times and I did think she was interested in me, turns out I thought I was wrong. It was about this time I would've thought something like "oh **** this" as far as trying to go for it went, but I still enjoyed her company. I think it was around this time I was still interested in her, perhaps because of that guy mentality where we try to go for things we can't have, but in either case I didn't talk to her through the week.
Anyway the following Thursday we met up again in our tute, nothing may have come from it if we hadn't met then but we did. We spent that whole evening together and I don't recall the specifics after she came over, but we caught up for a while watching some stuff and talking and the like, I started to like her a bit but kept that under control. We met up again on Friday and this continued through the weekend when she admitted she had feelings for me, it went from then.
I honestly can't remember the specifics anymore as it was a time ago, I have been thinking about many other things and being stoned regularly after this time probably didn't help but in eihter case things progressed very quickly after this time. Within a week I think she admitted not only liking me, but saying she loved me.
I suspected that truth I think somehow, this may have even been on the first weekend we spent with eachother which is just flat out bizarre. In fact yes I think it was, this is why it was bizarre because not only was she saying this to me this soon, she hadn't said those words apart from her dead ex boyfriend.
I didn't know what to think or what to say, It was so soon and beyond anything I had ever experienced but there she was saying it. As I said I believe I suspected it but still it was hard to believe. It just seemed too soon, but I was flattered, even as I write it I still am that she would love me. Of all the guys she has met in her life since her boyfriend feeling nothing, she claims many guys have tried to propose to her or tell her they love her without returning the words or feelings, I believe this to be quite possible, I don't take her for a liar, although a few times I have wondered how she comes out with some things.
Anyway since that time we have been quite close and seeing eachother pretty regularly. It wasn't long before she wanted me to be her first, she was seducing me too it was interesting to be seduced by a virgin. I hestitated and avoided it, I didn't want that responsibility, eventually being me I caved in... we tried but it was ****ing difficult. Why some guys go for virigns I'll never understand, maybe many of them aren't as big as me, it's indeed possible but regardless it's a cunt of a thing to do, no pun intended. She I think is particularly small too she said and whats worse is I'm probably bigger than average, bad combination, we had problems and it was time consuming.
We were finally getting close, I was half in and for the first time she seemed like she was showing signs of enjoying it, I was patient but I started getting a little more forceful knowing she was in pain thinking "well **** this isn't ever going to happen regardless" but I was still careful and gentle too, I tried not to hurt her. Then after weeks and weeks we were getting closer, it seemed like the next time we would try it would work and I could justify opening a condom.
And then she had her period.
This was pretty painful for me, but in a way I'm just grateful it wasn't a day or two earlier because that's when the real progress happened. Finally after her very heavy period and bleeding (one day bleeding through her pants and my bedsheets leaving a permanent blood stain on my bed) we tried again, thankfully she didn't tighten up too much between that time and eventually we were at the stage where I was half in and doing slight motions. It's strange how much ones expectations can go down under circumstances of dispair, once upon a time any time I don't cum from sex or something interferes and I am so devastated. Now I get half in before stopping and I'm praying to god this shows signs of actually happening before she goes, something I genuinely wondered about on more than several occasions leading up to this point.
Within a day or two we did it, it finally happened wiht great difficulty. That time we had sex was the best, it was so rewarding, I just laid there with heavy euphoria, it was more than the end of sexual frustration and sexual relief, there was a strong sense of achievement in a very unique way I had never had to experience before in my life. Rest assured that achievement or satisfaction, whatever you may call it wasn't something I would voluntarily put myself through ever again, I guess I'm glad I had sex with one virgin in my life time but never again, and really it's something I could easily live without, overrated as hell.
Anyway this was only a few weeks ago this happened, after her period stopped and we had sex, not that long ago at all in the big picture. God it was frustrating. Since that time though it's been interesting. She was obviously not too enthused to sex and I had to keep reassuring her the benefits because it looked like she was becoming naturally conditioned to not be interested in sex further, which would've complimented her personality which was to happily be without sex her whole life if she didn't find the right guy.
I had wondered what kind of sexual person she would be after this initial stage. She is not highly sexed nor turned on by most things, in fact I think I am the first thing in her life to give any kind of sexual arousal quite literally. She is not turned on by anyone she doesn't have any strong feelings for and hasn't ever since she was a kid, so she didn't have them for her first boyfriend because she was too young. It left a lot of questions, but the cynical side of me was thinking on top of obviously not being highly sexed in general, not well designed for sex being small and having such a bad first experience with it would make my chances of not great in getting it as regularly as I would've liked.
On the other hand no virgin probably has the idea of having regular sex unless they know a lot about it, she is particularly affectionate by nature and seeks that sort of closenes by me in general, I mean we spend all our free time laying in bed not even watching anything yet quite entertained. How long can two very affectionate people in a relationship who spend all their free time in a single bed last without having sex? Thankfully the latter has proven to be true, I don't think there is one time that she wasn't on her period that she hasn't had sex with me once, although it still hurts her. Sometimes I wonder if she's doing it just to please me, but I think she likes the closeness and I think she is becoming more sexually oriented, I am even making her come which is nice and always improves ones chances of repeat purchases if they satisfy the customer in the trial period (marketing exam coming up).

Mình cũng thắc mắc, sao lại lúc nào cũng đi cứu trợ là mì tôm, thấy bây giờ có nhiều loại bánh mì ngọt có nhân thấy ăn cũng được nhưng chắc giá cao hơn giá mì gói. Nên cứu trợ mì gói là nhanh nhất

Ơ, thế hóa ra cứ uống như Nhật là văn minh à??
Bác nào uống được rượu ở hàng "tiên tửu" thì xin mời cứ tự nhiên. Mình khẳng định những bác đó không ưa gì khái niệm nhậu như chúng ta đang bàn ở đây. Rượu ngon lại có bạn hiền thì còn gì bằng. Nhưng làm hai chục ông bạn "hiền", cưa không biết bao nhiêu chai, bao nhiêu két thì phỏng có còn ngon?? Các bác thích nhậu có cái lý của các bác ấy. Vậy thì cũng cứ để những người không thích nhậu có cái lý của họ chứ.
Với chủ top, thân em chỉ mình em giữ được. Không vì mấy ông bợm nhậu chê mình kém khí phách mà mình phải thành ra người "khí phách" như họ, em à. Thời gian đầu, nếu từ chối thẳng không tiện thì em cứ nói là cho em tham gia với các bác đến giờ ấy giờ nọ là em phải đi việc khác (vừa tỏ ra là mình cũng có hòa đồng nhưng vì kẹt thời gian không theo đến cùng cuộc nhậu). Sau đó là rút êm thôi.

Ở đời giúp được gì thì giúp kẻo sau lại ân hận.

chán.
chả bù mình chỉ mong có cuộc tụ tập nhậu nhẹt hát hò nhảy nhót để relax. đi làm mà cứ sáng đi tối về thì đến stress mất. còn về chuyện bia rượu thì mình chả nghĩ uống vì sĩ diện, ai uống đc thì uống, ko uống đc thì nước lọc, nước ngọt. cá nhân mình vẫn thấy mấy cuộc chơi bời, tụ tập nhau phải có bia rượu mới vui, ko quá đà là okie. thêm nữa là bia bọt ko phải ko ngon mà ng` ta cứ uống, là vì bạn ko thích uống nên thấy nó ko ngon thui. mình lâu lâu ko uống vẫn thèm bia này
p/s mình là gái nhớ :))